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Just Like Pretend

Sat Aug 21, 2004, 3:49 PM
So.....I'm back from my [short-lived] hiatus. I think. I don't know. But my messages have been cleared out. Deviations have been appreciated, comments have been read and blah blah blah. Thank you all for the recent faves, comments and watches. I really don't have the stamina to reply to them one by one but they did not go unnoticed.

It's a beautiful evening outside and for some reason I remain indoors. I've been feeling so trapped lately. Like I'm constantly suffocating and choking on my lack of artistic inspiration. I really need help here. I haven't been doing anything new lately. It doesn't seem like anything I do is good enough anymore. I just don't get it. Why do talent and skill always have these fleeting moments? It frustrates the hell out of me.

Who knows? Maybe my talent and skill are still there, but the right tools are not being implemented and they have nowhere to go. We all know I have a SHITTY camera. But nothing is going to be done about that for quite some time. But I assure you, when that situation changes and I have access to other things, many many many magnificent changes will come.

So :blahblah: I'll stop jabbering away now. I'm sure none of that made any sense. Oh well.

Now I have to decide what to do with myself, and search desperately for new ideas. *sigh* The chaos begins again.

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  • Mood: Trying not to scream
  • Listening to: Some techno crap
  • Reading: Robert Bloch's: PSYCHOS
  • Watching: Monday Night Mayhem

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:iconpapermoose:
ah, and this is how i've been feeling, that nothing is good enough, hence my postings to the scrap section.

I wish I could offer some words of inspiration, but the only thing I can think about right now is my niece and how she made my dad put a diaper on a teddy bear today. :D


remember to breathe
:iconthesuncrashes:
Hmmm.....strange......how you always seem to know exactly how things are with me......


Little girls and their teddy bears are so cute! I remember I was the same way with my bear.

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:iconcritmass:
chaos is good

it reminds me of mini putt putt

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:iconcritmass:
yippeeeeeeee

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