So.....I'm back from my [short-lived] hiatus. I think. I don't know. But my messages have been cleared out. Deviations have been appreciated, comments have been read and blah blah blah. Thank you all for the recent faves, comments and watches. I really don't have the stamina to reply to them one by one but they did not go unnoticed.

It's a beautiful evening outside and for some reason I remain indoors. I've been feeling so trapped lately. Like I'm constantly suffocating and choking on my lack of artistic inspiration. I really need help here. I haven't been doing anything new lately. It doesn't seem like anything I do is good enough anymore. I just don't get it. Why do talent and skill always have these fleeting moments? It frustrates the hell out of me.

Who knows? Maybe my talent and skill are still there, but the right tools are not being implemented and they have nowhere to go. We all know I have a SHITTY camera. But nothing is going to be done about that for quite some time. But I assure you, when that situation changes and I have access to other things, many many many magnificent changes will come.

So I'll stop jabbering away now. I'm sure none of that made any sense. Oh well.

Now I have to decide what to do with myself, and search desperately for new ideas. *sigh* The chaos begins again.

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I don't know how long it will last, but it's definetely happening. I need to get my head on straight and get ready for all of this shit that's about to happen.


I'm tired of feeling so damn limited. And I'm really tired of the fucking fruit flies that have infested by house.


Hasta luego mis amigos. Te amo.

Nahrissa


Ps. I ~papermoose

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I'm feeling so totally overwhelmed right now. I'm taking on too many projects at once and spreading myself way to thin. Plus I have to get ready for school which starts next week(and that's a whole nother catastrophe).

So...I'll be lurking around here, popping up every now and then. I won't be deleting any messages so I'll be able to go through them all when the time is provided. But I will be looking at all your stuff, and I'm still working on getting more prints up. I don't really know what else I want to put up for print, so your comments and suggestions are greatly appreciated.


Okay...so hopefully I'll be back in top form by the end of the week, or maybe sometime next week.

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I know I've been really quiet lately. I've just been so exhausted. But I've been reading comments and journals and looking at all of your new stuff, and even though I haven't really said much about any of it, I do enjoy it all.

And I really appreciate all the wonderful feedback and comments and faves that you have given lately. Really, I do.

But that's all I have to say for now.

I need to go to bed and pray that I get a decent nights sleep.

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Please visit She has some very interesting and unique photography. Odd compositions and focus and some very original ideas. Here are a few examples:





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Also check out . She is by far one of the most talented photographers I've ever seen(she'd never admit to that though! ) Here is some of her work, and some of my personal favorites:





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Slept for about 14 hours last night. Feeling rested. But I've got a killer headache. But I always have a headache so I guess it's nothing new.

Haven't really been taking any photos lateley. I have been highly unsatisfied with my work as of late. Everything seems shitty and awful to me. I don't know. I need a few new ideas. I have one or two, but I don't think they'll be very easy to execute. We'll see though. I also need a new camera. That would make my photography life a hell of a lot better. Oh well.

School starts next week. I'm terrified.

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HOLY COW!! Why didn't anyone tell me my camera has white balance and exposure controls??!! What the hell? *smacks forehead* Gah, I feel like an idiot! Well....this certainly changes quite a few things. I'm going to have a lot of fun with this...in fact...I already have....

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